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03/27/05--12:30: Sunday, March 27, 2005 (chan 2093190)

Hello there! Happy Easter, my easter has been pretty good.  I got cream eggs which are amazingly good   and also which was surprising, i got my coach wallet i wanted!!  that made me very happy, i wasnt expecting that.  currently im watching Ashlee simpson show.  i used to hate her, but now after watching her show, i donthate her, i actually dont have a problem with her. Hm, how things can change.  well im going to go clean my room its so messy, ill write later tonight - - have a good day.  Ryan Cabarea is very good looking.

 

 

                                                                            <3 Kaitlin




03/27/05--17:39: Monday, March 28, 2005 (chan 2093190)

 

 

People are always going to talk, you might as well give them something to talk about <3




03/27/05--20:15: Monday, March 28, 2005 (chan 2093190)

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Choose a band/artist and answer only in song TITLES by that band:	Red Hot Chili Peppers
Are you male or female:	The Girl
Describe yourself:	Scar tissue
How do some people feel about you:	Sir Psycho Sexy
How do you feel about yourself:	Porcelain
Describe your ex girlfriend/boyfriend:	I like Dirt
Describe your current girlfriend/boyfriend:	My lovely Man
Describe where you want to be:	Around the World
Describe what you want to be:	The powr of equality
Describe how you live:	Easily
Describe how you love:	Red Hot
Share a few words of wisdom	Suck my kiss
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03/27/05--20:26: Monday, March 28, 2005 (chan 2093190)

 

Song That Makes You...
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Song that makes you happy	Obstacle 1-Interpol
Song that makes you want to cry	Existentialism On Prom Night-Straylight Run
Song that makes you feel dreamy	Wish you were here- Pink Floyd
Song that makes you sleepy	Us and them-Pink Floyd
Song that makes you want to dance	Sandstorm
Song that makes you want to close your ears	lindsay lohan
Song that makes you think of that special someone	Warning Sign - Coldplay
Song that makes you feel relaxed	Everlong (acoustic) - Foo Fighters
Song that makes you feel inspired	The General- Dispatch
Song that makes you want to sing along:	Konstantine-Something Corporate
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03/28/05--17:51: Tuesday, March 29, 2005 (chan 2093190)

Today i am sick which SUCKS ASS.  Yeahh i couldnt sleep lastnight so i was doing this dumbass quizes.  today i sleprt until 2 50 in the afternoon then went to the dr. and i have a sinus infection and i feel like throwing up! i hate being sick.  and now im going through a phase where i want to be thinner now.  My goal is to lose 15 pounds by summer.  hopefully, ill acheieve it.  right now i have to go clean my room cause its so damn messy.  ill write later tonight.  Alex is going to call hopefully that will go over well.

 

 

                                              <3 Kaitlin

 

I want to look like - - -

Sienna Miller

beautiful

 




03/29/05--17:09: Wednesday, March 30, 2005 (chan 2093190)

 

 i hate being sick god damnit. but i stayed up til 5 in the mornin and slept til 3 in the afternoon so thats always fun.  ive ahad a boring ass day considering i havent left the house in 3 days.  The kid i like said he wants to be friends and see what happens..grr i went out with him for awhile then i dumped him for no reason and he was really hurt, maybe hes scared or something, sigh idk.  right now im watching Ashlee Simpson show, pretty fun.  i get to go tanning thursday, thank god.  im going to go watching tv and make a english muffin, ill write laterr.

 

 

                                                      <3 Kaitlinn




03/30/05--13:26: Wednesday, March 30, 2005 (chan 2093190)

 



 

I fucking HATE TO KILL A FUCKING MOCKINGBIRD!.  i have to write a gay ass paper on it due friday and i only did the first paragraph, and i didnt read the effing book! Gahh the world is cruel to me in so many ways!!! ( ill write later tonight)

 

                                                Grr... Kaitlin

 

 

The world is bitter and selfish and out to get everyone!!!!!!




04/15/05--21:09: Saturday, April 16, 2005 (chan 2093190)



Wow, I havent updated in a year! yeah nothing interesting has happened, I got my hair cut, its pretty short but its cute. Ill take pics and post it.  Tomorrow, im going to my cousins wedding.  Oh joy.  Ive never been to a wedding in my life so that shoud be interesting.  We are now off of To Kill A Mockingbird, thank god!!  Now we are on Lord of the Flies.  That book actually isnt that bad, it makes me think about the society we live in.  yeah  I miss my ex boyfriend, i love the kid, hes so sweet.  yeah, currently we arnt " going out" but not friends, or friends with benefits, we are just there.  But to me, "going out" is just putting a title on something you have, you know?  Recently people have been telling me more and more of there problems.  I guess im someone to talk too.  But sometimes it can be over-whelmng like i have so much on my mind about everyone.  I need to get it out.   Well i must go finish packing, ill post pics of the wedding- - Oh joy.

 

                                         Much love,

                                                          Kaitlin




05/07/05--20:23: Sunday, May 08, 2005 (chan 2093190)

Hello there!

 

 

Currently im updating for my lover kathh i miss you so much kisses.

 

Right now im eating cup noodles listening to some music ( goo goo dolls mood)  I had crew alll fucking day from 8-like 6 45 it was crazy but we did alright, some of my crew members get annoying but there cool most of the time.  Right now im looking at my profile pic and i dont like it, i should get a better one./...hmmm ill post a better one.  umm tonight i went to my friend andys house which was very fun, the kid i like was tehre  Nothing happen tho, like kissing or anything hes not that tpye of kid, hes very very sweet. I like men like there, they respect women and not treat them like shit.  i thought i liked my ex boyfriend but i realize it was more of missing him then likeing him, like you miss being wiht and and such but you dont like him.  Tonight when we where on my firends trampoline and looking at the stars and i was thinking about life and why we are here, like honestly what is the reason for us living?  We all end up dying then what? im not like agaisnt god i believe in god very much, its just i need proof im the type of person who needs details on things.  IM exhausted from crew.  IM going to bed KATH ILL UPDATE TOMORROW I PROMISE OR MONDAY I LOVE YOU SO MUCHH

 

                                                     Kaitlinnn




05/12/05--20:05: Friday, May 13, 2005 (chan 2093190)

Hello there!

 

 

 

Currently im packing to go to cincinatti for Crew.  Oh boy, that should be fun.  5 hours on a bus..with my crew team.  yep sounds like a blast.  Tonight i got to go to my Highschool play which was interesting.  I had fun but today i thought alot about my life.  Have you ever like, missed someone but not like them?  Does that even make sense?  idk but i really like this kid currently but so many people are like blah kaitlin likes blah big deal and pester him and hes like blah leave me alone and idk i think thats turning him away from me so not really sure what to do.   but i wont complain, life goes on, i need to remember that.  Men are dumb.  enough said.  Oh, tonight i told this kid ive had a crush on for about mm, 2 years that i have a crush on him and i find him very attractive.  lol he laughed and hugged me, i never wanted to let go ( kath its kid avalance, if you know who that is) .... Sigh hes so good looking.. He's an actor to.  Last night my power went out it was so scarryyyy  scary. . . .. .... . .

       i want to change my life, like i look at it and im just liek wow, what a dork.  idk cause i dont want to be...fake.  But i dont want to be all free and open cause im pretty physco... idk what to do with that maybe change myself idk   ill write again later i must finish doing my room. . . . ..  Mucho love

 

 

                                             Kaitlinnn